don’t interrupt, rude

hmm…just a random blurb before i start on my second paper

i think my ONE of my biggest pet peeve in the WORLD would be
rude people and not just ANY rude people, but rude people that
have absolutely no reason to be rude. why is it necessary to be
rude unless there is SOME kind of point you want to get across?
what is it?
power…control…?

another thing that bugs me…and actually hurts me would be
judgment. i think i’ve been hurt by so many prejudgments that
it’s getting a bit ridiculous now especially when it’s been long
since high school. and this would just be high school CRAP
so i guess for those who read this and those who DON’T
because this is the only asian way i could pretty much confront
everyone and be stereotypically passive aggressive:
don’t judge me and think you know how my lifestyle is
or think you know what I do with my friends and who i am

i’ve heard the thoughts. i’ve heard the expectation of my “crazy”
life. but honestly the truth is i just like to have fun. and why can’t
i have fun and still have morals? does fun NOT EQUAL having morals?
cause if that’s your definition then you must be a very BORING
person, right? so lay off please. don’t look at me and assume i
do drugs, don’t look at me and assume i get around, don’t look
at me and assume that i’m a troubled person, etc.

i’m not stupid but i’m not a genius and i’m okay with that.
who is perfect in this world anyway?
you might not have to like me or respect me…but don’t assume
things about me please.

this is a bunch of emo-ness before my papers. it’s been on
my mind for a while. it’s not everything i feel but the best i
can put in words. it’s not for any person in particular or to
anything really recent but just thought i write out my thoughts
about something that’s been bugging me, and i pray that
God will take this bitterness away from me so i can be refreshed.

a funny picture to lighten the mood. taken i believe in 2006
freshmen year in college hanging in dennis’ house in cerritos

this is called multitasking hahah. sorry mary for contaminating
your OLD SCHOOL camera.

p.s.
i really miss my family in singapore

i can’t imagine how big the boys are NOW.

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